I need to cut the toxic people out of my life, starting with Mel.
she's going to be the hardest to cut off. she'll turn it into a huge fight and take it to social media and just make a big, unnecessary deal out of it.
I'm at a crucial healing time in my life and I've kept the negativity swirling around me for too long. I need happiness and positive people in my life, and she's just not. and it's not bc she smokes, or drinks or pops pills, because I do the same things, she's just not a very good person at the core.
I don't think I could ever tell her that either, or get it through. she'll probably make it about the drugs and lash out because I do the same stuff.
I just to need to start cutting her off slowly and at the same time surround myself with positive situations and people. I thought about cutting her off and heading to Illinois for a few months at the rehab program, it actually sounds like a sound place, and not hospitaly at all.
last night was nearly the final straw for me and continuing our friendship.
