spring fever.

you're planing on visiting me in the spring. I'm so scared. I'm scared that you'll see my scars and think I'm a freak. I'm torn between telling you now and risking losing you or waiting until you find out. but I'll lose you then too. oh my god I'm terrified. I'm really starting to like you but I just don't think that you would understand. I'm sorry in advance. I am so sorry.