The Downfall of us All.

I myself am made entirely of flaws stitched together with good intentions.

I realize that I have made mistakes and that I am bound to make a few million more. When you become comfortable with the idea of imperfection life will start to flow a little bit easier. I have gone the majority of my life striving to be perfect, something that is impossible to achieve, and when you are trying to achieve the impossible failure is inevitable. I have never felt good enough for anybody in my life. I have spent my life feeling like a burden to those around me. Only recently have I taken a step back and evaluated myself and my life. I am not perfect, nor will I ever be, and I am okay with that. I will not be able to always please everybody around me, and I am okay with that. Instead of focusing on others happiness I need to start working on the happiness of myself, because at the end of the day I only have myself. I am familiarizing myself with the idea of imperfection and so far it's going quite well.
Some Advice:
This is your life and you should live it the way that suits you. Living it for others will only make you a miserable human being. You have the ability to be happy, don't let others hold you back.
Our insecurities will be the downfall of us all. Don't let them run your life. Be okay with imperfection, because imperfection is such a wonderful thing.
Follow your dreams. Don't let other people hold you down and hold you back from your dreams. Don't let them make you feel like you aren't good enough because I can guarantee you that you are good enough. You only have this one life to live, don't waste it living for others. Live for yourself, make it count.

You only live once so go fucking nuts. --Mitch Lucker ♥