dear future lover:
I will be a pain in the ass. I will annoy you with a thousand irrelevant questions. I am needy. I am an emotional wreck, please don't give up on me. I will have countless emotional breakdowns, but please don't leave me. I will want to do the silliest things, like lay out all night on the roof looking at the stars. I'll forget the small things, but not because I don't care, but because there are a million things running through my mind. I will make you listen to the same song twenty times in a row because it gave me a nostalgic feeling. Sometimes my depression will get the better of me and I'll want to stay in bed all day, please stay with me. tell me stories from your childhood to take my mind off of everything, even if just for a minute. I wont be able to sleep at night, I'll be up tossing and turning all night, just kiss me on the forehead and assure me that everything is going to be okay. I will stress about the future and about things that probably wont even happen. give me a hug and tell me that I'm just being dramatic. I will love you more than I could ever love myself. I will do everything in my power to make you happy. I will never leave your side, and I will support you in anything that you decide to do. thank you for loving every part of me. I love you to the ends of this world and back an infinite amount of times.
-A