the nighttime is worst. my medication wears off and I am completely left alone with my thoughts. I lay there and think about everything that is wrong with me and everything that I am doing wrong in my life. I just need somebody to talk to at night, to get my mind off of everything until I can fall asleep. most nights I don't get to sleep until 2am. I just lay there and think and make myself feel awful. I hate it. I just want sleep. I don't want to be tortured by my thoughts anymore.
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